i'm sorry

i'm not so good with computers
but i know that you'll find me regardless
i will be waiting for you
and i know that you'll reach out and take my hand when our time comes

are you sad?

i hope i can still make you laugh
a little bit
(wherever you are)
you always looked teary-eyed
whenever i wasn't holding your hand
i know that it's hard for you
too
i'm sorry

can we go back to the way things were?

are you fading away at the edges?

why did you have to go?
i miss you
it isn't fair
i miss you
why did you have to leave without me
i miss you so much
at night i can't sleep because
there's a spot on the bed where you should be and you aren't there and it hurts me
i miss you
my memory isn't so good these days but i remember every moment we spent together
every second i spend without you only makes it ache more and more
but it's okay
we'll meet again on our special day
and then i'll be able to walk by your side and swim with you and carry you like you've carried me
and then my salt will come from the seaspray and not from tiny little bottles
i love you!!
i miss you
please wait for me
i'm sorry